I have been screwed inside my head i don't ve on this earth anymore it to hard it hurts so much. Im not worthy to breathe how did Mylife get to point all i do is eat think about eating. Watch tv play my phone laydown I'm so tired sll tiime can't sleep well my back hurts after 5 mins of standing or my spurs hurt on both feet under if i sit wrong my tailboon hurts i have headaches all the time stsctic hurts have muscles cramps no motivation panic attacks anxiety can't function properly depression suicide thoughts crying mood swings memory suck can't put full sentence together social phobia skin allergies sinsce allergies im 160kgs and motivation for exercise can't stop eating no control i hate how fat i have become my kids hate it i can't do any for my self cause im so fat i can't even get into bed without problems and screaming im sick of hurting myself i can't have roll over without problems im a big fat pig that do6nothing i don't deserve to breathe im aucj if my kids being shithead towards me. I hate Mylife im so angry with myself i hate myself my kids deserve better than i can give them they would be better off without my they aren't going to remember me properly before hd fucked up my brain. Im sick of medication not working no matter how many i try non help. Government has fucked up pain meds scripts so i can't even get my normal even my meds for gord i just want to give up let my kids have a better life without me
