Hd sucks

When you find out when another family has hd you feel heartbroken and wonder will any of our 2 families be free.
All i want is rhe next generation to be hd free. It would be along journey with many heartbreaks but worth it to have hd free babies.
I feel like i did the wrong thing have kids with a chance of having the worst disease. I wish i gave them freedom to live but i didn't make that choice and regret it everyday.
My youngest 2 won't remember me when i get full on sick. They will only know th e sick me.
My only hope is to teach them about hd and make sure they have hd free kids. I couldn't bear to have grandchildren with hd.