my grandchildren will be hd free

I really pray my kids don't have the horrible disease that takes our thoughts everyday. My mind is so screwed up. I going to do my best that all my grandchildren are conceived with out hd. I want to save them from having to feel the guilt i feel everyday that i gave this fucking disease to them. It's hard enough living with this and raising kids. If they have it, i don't want them to pass it on my kids will be the last at risk of this disgusting disease. I already talk to them. I don't want this from them. When they have children i want them raise their kids without the burden of this disease. A chance to parent without having to worry about giving their kids this, it will be relief for them just to be parents. Life is too hard as it is and then add hd fucking with our heads