i plan my death

I over life nothing but bullshit problems i want to die so i planned my death and wrote suicide notes im done fuck huntingtons disease and mental health ccaim waiting for tim to get loans for payment some of rodney money them i gone finally i can't life in this miserable heat fucking caravan not sleeping because of the bugs at night flies in morning im done with world i hope my family helps tim kids with funeral money cause we are broke no way out im a failure at all my jobs mother sister granddaughter aunt everything I try i fail life to hard without money