mothers day hd crying

1 20 pm Mother dat started present then pancakes Beth and and were out side put some of my garden things up tim and wyatt was in kitchen Beth asks for ziplock ties tim yells busy so tell Beth not to bother. I feel like crying he snapped on mothers day so I went to my room. He brought pancakes to my room I told I not eating i need to calm down he leaves. About 2pm I go to the fridge to eat my pancakes and see he hasn't put them in fridge 

So I go out and ask he what happened he said it was warm with icecream so he couldn't save them. So got back to room not too be a bother to anyone. 

Mother day tim snaps he thinks there isn't a problem so it 

250pm still in.my room tim came in and ask if I needed anything I said no he doesn't even understand so I told him he yelled at me and I said no I didn't then we had a fight again he said it's always he fault.  Why can't he see no matter we were he should of yelled he said he yelled from kitchen he was busy were i thought he snapped at us. Is he right and yelling from kitchen to lounge room is OK. Or I'm right he shouldn't yelled because I thought he snapped at me. 

So once again 3pm on Mother day still wanting to cry.  Straving because I haven't eaten today. I just to be over not how I thought today would be.  I don't want to leave my room because of them

 I sick of Facebook but don't want to watch TV. Over hearing tim and kids having fun music. I don't want to breathe fuck hd and emotions mood swings.