hd awareness

What happens when you don't want help or want to get tested .

You burn everything around you

Changing my depression tablets

My depression tablets are slowing getting out of my system ready for my hd appointment. I feel crappy with how im talking to my family. For 2 years they haven't worked now im finally got courage to changed. It sucks yelling

hugs for all those who need it

To all my HD family and friends. My thoughts are with you and your family though the terrible stages of hd. Too all the  stubborn people remember they care for you. Too all the hd families out there that hd is tearing your family apart. Too all people who have a chance of having hd but won't get tested or help yourselves, you are hurting those around you who only want to help. Too all of you who need a hug a kiss to fill nurtured and loved you are. Thinking of you all. Hd is fucking horrible disease  to be around. I remember mum so clearly pysco attack would come on so fast throw things. I didn't want to be like that. I'm aware of my bad side thats why im on depression tablets. My kids are the world to me the reason i get up everyday. My air soul. I will do what i can for them. #curehuntingtonsdieaseawareness 

#thumbsup4hd #huntingtondisease #awareness #CUREHDJHD 

To all the carers of their hd patients hugs thinking of you all. Love and support

Hd moodswings sucks life problems suck even hard

So i have started new depression tablets on Wednesday after seeing porter. I normally have reactions to them we we are waiting 4 weeks too start the next depression tablet so i will be taking 2 depression tablets hopefully the ones im on now will help me sleep. So as most of you know we have had a really bad streak of luck with money car and caravan.I have had some really dark thoughts and get extremely irritated.  We are back in Toowoomba to sell everything we can from storage. We need to fix the caravan which will need huge money and find a 12v fridge. I need to do these for the mental health of us all. I can't keep tripping over things. With my ocd i need things to me the same which we need to paint and stain. Wr barely have food on the table let alone paying bills. I have my kids birthday coming up on the 2nd 3rd 13th april on top of all this other crap. So hopefully we can sell our stuff get the work done and be back on the road after byron 13th birthday. I really want to make this work. I'm mentally exhausted. I need to sell things so bad but I'm already over it with 3 no show time wasters since we put our things up for sale. I don't have the energy for it but without we have no money no steps forward. Huntington's disease sucks so much. I hate my moodswings so bad. I hate my dark thought. I hate the migraines from the stress. Just for 1 day i would love to wake up and have a stress free day all i want is to be happy. And not feel like a loser