lost and broken no one cares

I don't think we will be moving back no money lots of debt, need caravan 

fixed, truck fixed, no moving money no bond or deposit for house i have only sold 7 items all up. My plans not working selling at markets and on Facebook isn't working out. Ive just failed again nothing working. Stupid me thought of i could buy some jewellery sell it make money to move back but not happing that why suck here for 3 years because we couldn't afford to move. I don't know what else I can do.

no hope

I'm so broken i need $1500 for caravan frame needs repairs we can't tow it and nothing I'm doing is helping  youpay said no to my Facebook page Mama Bear Fashion Accessories. 1 brought over 100 jewelry pieces to resell so we could fix caravan and have moving money so we could move back closer to families and hd doctors. I only sold 7 pieces since aug i put prices so low to get people in even have a raffle going still no luck. With my brain disease i can't work hubby my carer. All im went to have a better future for me and my kids something to get up for everyday hope for better futurea chance to change my kids lives. We can't stand it out here in the bush. Nothing to do no support 10hrs away from family. We meant be moving back once school finishes stupid my thought it was going to happen and even enrolled them into school for next year. We don't have caravan money or moving or debt paid enough we can afford a home. I don't know what to do. I'm mentally exhausted and broken i don't out of bed my darkness is bad suicidal thoughts i wish i didn't have. Thanks for the opportunity to hear my thoughts