Sunday, July 19, 2015

The lion's mouth opens

Just watched the documentary the lion's mouth opens. It reminded of my own testing. I miss mum everyday and feel like i don't know her. I have 4 kids that aren't going to know me. It hurts so bad that i have given my children a 50% chance i having this horrible disease. It doesn't feel like a 50%. It will ruin all the lives around me and there is nothing i can do about it. Huntington's disease is going to kill all my loved ones. I pray that my kids don't have it. I don't care what happens to me. Please god don't let this horrible disease kill my babies. Amen. I'm so scared for the future for me and all my loved ones.