fuck huntingtons disease

All i do from time i wake until i go to bed all i do is lay down in bed not doing anything. I don't have room in caravan to do my crafts and always have put them away when kids come home. I lost alot of my craft things in flood. So with the crap i dont bother outside is too hot or dusty. Caravan is hot 9months of year. Freezing the rest. Being bush is horrible without a house or level ground protection for weather. Nothing to do being stuck here 3 years and no hope of leaving this place. Caravan needs thousands of dollars to fix A frame and a few other thing's   before we tow it again. Never-ending loop no money fix caravan no money to move back near family and doctors no money for bond or loan for a new home. Now i broken bone in foot i can't shower or toilet tim has to do sponge bath. All i do it cry i can't keep living this hell but no way out.